Oh man, Discord
Well, today I heard that Discord has decided it wants to die like Tumblr did years ago. They've implemented AI age verification for all users in all countries. I'm all for keeping the kiddos out of places they shouldn't be, but this is getting to be too much. If this goes through, I'll be deleting my account on Discord. If you have me on Discord, please be so kind as to add me elsewhere on my contacts. Shame on you, Discord.
Better.
Today is a better day. The depression is still there, but it's a bit more muted today. Breakfast consisted of pizza and youtube, which is always good for my mood (mmm, tasty). I think I'll see how much real work I can do today. Money is also good for my mood!
Brain Meats
I hate that I feel the need to talk about this, but it's important so I guess I will. I'm depressed. I take antidepressants, but the often just don't quite cut it, and recently it's become a problem. It's the one thing I wish I could just... turn off about myself. I can't stand that I constantly feel like a failure or that the fact that everything just feels kinda bleh. It's causing me to have trouble with work, trouble with personal projects, and I'm sure it's what's causing my trouble with my memory. Oh hey, alarm just went off as I type this. Time for my meds.
I'm really fine, I guess. I don't have "SI" or any of the other more severe symptoms, and I feel like talking rather than hiding it, so that's positive. I guess what I really need is to get my thoughts out somewhere that's actually productive. Eventually I'll get up the nerve to go to a therapist, but for now I'll stick to airing out some thoughts here where it's just me and a keyboard. And anyone who reads it, I guess. Heh.<
Getting started!
Getting started setting up a silly little pure-html5 blog here on envs. Still a work-in-progress, but I'm planning on putting my more rambly, stream-of-conciousness content here rather than on Mastodon.